It’s been a tough few months. I’ve found myself dipping back into my old routine of self doubting and over thinking. I’ve been forgetting my strategies and concluding that I’m just doomed to be a failure for life.
Until I stopped. I stopped and thought “why am I doing this to myself?” Nobody else is doing this to me. I’m hurting myself from the inside out, loathing my actions and my decisions. I’ve convinced myself that I’m going to be bad at my new role at work before I’ve even given myself a chance to try. Before I’ve given myself a chance to prove myself and my worth.
So this is where it stops and a new chapter begins. I will strive to be the best version of myself, even if that means listening to my body and giving myself a night of work. Even if it means having a long bath with a new Netflix season and forgetting about reality for a while. It’s my chance to show the world what I’m made of. How exciting.
B x
