Uselessness.

Anxiety and depression is crap. Like, really crap. Today it caused me to cry in the cupboard and in front of people in work. It made me feel so paranoid that everyone was talking about me when they probably weren’t. It made me feel like I am the shittest teacher imaginable and that I might as well leave because nobody would miss me or even wonder where I was.

It also made me thankful. Thankful for the amazing friends I have who are there for me when I’m down. And even if that’s the only thing I have to be thankful for, it’s something worth getting up for in the morning.

It’s a blip, a pretty long blip but it’ll get better. I promise it will Bec.

B x

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